April 30th, 2025: Busy day today, I woke up early and had my cereal for breakfast and made myself a good pot of coffee. I opened the GroupMe chat and found that I had gotten a good amount of heart and prayer reacts on my message. Including from Ben, Gabriel, this guy who I will be calling Luigi, Elizabeth, the first girl I danced with, this girl I thought always sounded like Macie, and a few others. I then saw a message posted by Ben in the group chat which said:
<I will be studying at the Catholic center for a while if you prefer not to be alone.
<Just haven’t left home yet
I then realized that there was no breakfast there at the Catholic center so I went to the other breakfast event at 11:30pm to have it serve as my lunch. It was super silent there at some points so I ended up leaving to hang out at the Catholic Center. I got there to see Ben studying for one of his classes and talked with him for a bit. Seraphim was there and so was Ava. I vacuumed the rug and then Ben and I talked some more until the guy from my Machine Learning class came in, he talked about having an interview for an internship at the exact same company I was talking about. He said that he had a car so I was thinking about just giving up my attempt so he could have a better chance of getting it for himself. He talked about how the previous years of college were his worst and that computer science students were so asocial. Some more people came out of this class that was going on upstairs, including the Honduran, Markus, Mercurius, and 2 others, they made some more jokes outside of the class that I secretly recorded and sent to the girl I went on the date with, I had to disclose that I didn’t make those remarks. I then talked to Gabriel and the managing lady about writing postcards to the seniors and we eventually worked out something to have a bunch of paper slips we could write to them. I was going to write my phone number in mine for Punks but also some for the others to make it seem less suspicious. I then went to my art class and finished up my art book before hand and then ended up sitting with Ginger girl and her friend while we worked on our final art projects. Ginger girl’s friend said she needed a exacto-knife so I gave her mine, she thought it was nice and gave me an extra blade when I was done. We did the presentations of our projects to others and Pinky and the old guy found it nice, I overheard Ginger girl say something about chopping her hair off and not wearing makeup as a protest against norms for feminity. We then went back to our seats and I worked on cutting out black paper for my art project. At the end Ginger girl talks about something for her project that she was proud of and shows it to her friend and then to me, I look up and say:
“Yeah that’s cool.”
And then head back home, I enrolled for some classes and then posted a message asking for recommendations for classes I should take and I got some replies:
Green Bay girl:
<Gender studies
>You’re really dilating my neovagina there Olivia.
<I enjoyed it when I took it
<Or like
<If you have any interests, or things you want to learn
<Like some intro art classes can be fun
>I already did an intro to art class!
<Well
<wtf
>I’m currently in it!
<Oooh werk
Another who was in my Bible study last July (she’s an Art History Major):
<art history with dr. [professor’s last name]
One from 6ie:
<A workout class, you’ll meet alllll the ladies, same but slightly smaller percentage in an art class. I did “step aerobics” and it was 23 girls and one guy.
>
>That one guy was Rocky?
Macie replied:
<Dinosaurs
>Is that an actual class
<Yes
<Look it up
<I've heard it's the easiest class [college] offers
>Broooo
I then took a shower and went to sleep
Song of the day: Balthus Bemused By Color - Harold Budd (1988)
