The Aryan junkie aspie journal.

Instead of making a new thread everytime something happens i am going to use this journal.

I am going to update these info if they change.
Current age : 17
Current weigth : 175-185 (average 180)
Current occupations : Janitor/college student.
Romantic status : Single
Mental status : early stages of depression and dependant on amphetamines along with anything that is not an opiate or a benzo to live life. Currently not suicidal.
Loser status : I am the closest ive ever been to being normal.
 
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Had a boring day.
Woke up 7am
Went to work 8am
For info i am a janitor at a food distribution center for people the government considers poor (started off as volonteer work but now i am an actual paid employee), we have like 5 pallets of dirt sitting there for the past few months.
I was going to a autism club thingie later and they needed dirt for a garden or something. I thus decided to ask my boss if i could ring a pallet of dirt to the autism thingie. I was expecting my boss to be happy i finnally find a use for the dirt that has been taking up half the space in the kitchen. 5 bucks a bag, i was expecting free but what ever it's egnough i guess. I then call the administrator of the autism thing, the stupid fat whale bitch whined that she was just gonna wait for free shit from charity.
Leave work 11am
Go to autism club to help with the shit garden.
I am the only person there execpt for some neurotypical grandpa.
He tried to do small talk but i just gave one word answers.
We worked well and had done most of the work by the time the retards got there.
Instantly fat short bitch starts being a dumb retarded loud autistic fat retard.
I fuck off since i went from productive to thinking about shooting myself in anger.
I go on my phone for a while.
I was abt to ask my mom for a ride home when aspie girl showed up ima call her Marge.
Anyhow i cancel the ride request and chill with her for a while.
I was just being a depressed guy and neutrally laying on the couch as she showed me 1 trillion unfunny tiktoks and asking me for ideas for her tiktok dances.
I told her she should do the one where its a song of some guy saying hes a piece of shit junkie (she commented it was like the song was about her ex) so i recommended she do the dance and have me in the background looking passed out drunk, we did it and she thougth it was funny.
We then left and realised we were the last people in the building other than one employee.
Went home and she texted me
<can i ask u a question?
>Sure?
<what kinda girl are you into
>girls who like to learn, nerds i guess?
<cool ima introduce you to Anus (name i made up) she just turned 18 (i am 17 btw) and goes to the college you are going to next session (im switching college btw)
>reddit space (not part of the texts)
I think i just hit the jackpot, i friend zone marge 2 days ago and she is allredy making me meet her cute friend. From what ive seen in the past Anus seems nice, very cute and smart aldoebeit the only piece of information i really know is when she sperged about bus routes (her autistic obsession), while weird even for me it was still a logically based smart lecture about bus routes which is nice also ive been noticing she keeps sneakly staring at me even when im not doing anything interesting.
 
Newer update i got 100% in both my history and philosophy exams. Funny egnough i had originally gotten zero in my philosophy exam (i was supposed to choose a question and write an essay answering the question but my dumbass saw the choices and thougth i had to answer them all, i then wrote an essay to a question i made up).
 
i had a 3 hour drive with my grandma to pick up a table
Chilled home like 2 hours
Went to fishstore (i got 2 fresh water clam of unkowm variety, all i know is they are blue and imported from china)
I then went to the autism club and i cooked a pretty mid brocolli soup (3 potato, 850g of broccoli and chicken broth) along with one loaf of brown bread, 300g of mozarella, 1kg of bacon (grease was used instead of butter for a better taste). I was told i should open my own restaurant i at first believed it was just them being nice since the bacon was not burned but well, very crispy but once i finished making everyone's grilled cheese i got the eat mine and damn it was fucking good. Anyhow i got to see Anus and was wearing a very pretty dress doe i was too busy cooking to really interact with her much. I got invited to her party which surprised since we only had a single text conversation, i was especially weirded out when one of the girl made a joke about how Anus should ask me to make her breakfest in bed. Anyhow while everybody else went to listen to a conference about consent and sex shit, i decided i did not want to hear about masturbation and just did the dishes along with passing the broom while listening to music to drown out the sounds of laugther. I then went home and saw 40% alc vanilla extract and did 5 shooters kuz YOLO.
 
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