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So this is love….. ooooo… so this is love….
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ecstasy said:
does your dad have the same kind of sperg like you do when you obsess over kars or what?
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My dad just works on projects all day such as building and fixing things. He only really watches military documentaries and other similar shows. He definitely doesn’t have the same kind as me, I somehow came out worse. At least my dad managed to find a normal and pretty woman.
 
I think I was genetically fucked from the start. My sister didn’t get any sperg genetics from my dad. She’s already way prettier than I ever have or will be and she’s only 13. She doesn’t have any of the acne I had when I was her age. She doesn't need glasses or contacts. Her hair is long, shiny, and straight while mine is coarse, frizzy, and wavy. She is able to make and keep friendships. I don’t understand why the good genetics have been divided 0/100 between us. I can’t wait to be the failure sister at family gatherings while she’s there with her family and kids and a successful career and many friends. I really don’t have anything on her at all. I’m the failed prototype and she’s the finished product.
 
sodack said:
I think I was genetically fucked from the start. My sister didn’t get any sperg genetics from my dad. She’s already way prettier than I ever have or will be and she’s only 13. She doesn’t have any of the acne I had when I was her age. She doesn't need glasses or contacts. Her hair is long, shiny, and straight while mine is coarse, frizzy, and wavy. She is able to make and keep friendships. I don’t understand why the good genetics have been divided 0/100 between us. I can’t wait to be the failure sister at family gatherings while she’s there with her family and kids and a successful career and many friends. I really don’t have anything on her at all. I’m the failed prototype and she’s the finished product.
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don't beat yourself up. everyone gets acne at some point. it's mostly dietary and hygienic choices that can affect acne. i use cerave for my skin, and at times, i would still get acne. and it's mostly due to my poor eating habits.

also, your life may be determined by circumstances, but it's also the choices that you make that count.

i was a b/c student. sure, i was in preap/ap classes, but that wouldn't really matter in life. i had to work part-time jobs in blue collar for a bit (mechanic, tireman) and i might do so in the future. but if i play my cards right, i might own my own auto shop or at least buy one from a retiring owner.
 
sodack said:
I think I was genetically fucked from the start. My sister didn’t get any sperg genetics from my dad. She’s already way prettier than I ever have or will be and she’s only 13. She doesn’t have any of the acne I had when I was her age. She doesn't need glasses or contacts. Her hair is long, shiny, and straight while mine is coarse, frizzy, and wavy. She is able to make and keep friendships. I don’t understand why the good genetics have been divided 0/100 between us. I can’t wait to be the failure sister at family gatherings while she’s there with her family and kids and a successful career and many friends. I really don’t have anything on her at all. I’m the failed prototype and she’s the finished product.
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lock the fuck in dawg [giga]
 
sodack said:
I think I was genetically fucked from the start. My sister didn’t get any sperg genetics from my dad. She’s already way prettier than I ever have or will be and she’s only 13. She doesn’t have any of the acne I had when I was her age. She doesn't need glasses or contacts. Her hair is long, shiny, and straight while mine is coarse, frizzy, and wavy. She is able to make and keep friendships. I don’t understand why the good genetics have been divided 0/100 between us. I can’t wait to be the failure sister at family gatherings while she’s there with her family and kids and a successful career and many friends. I really don’t have anything on her at all. I’m the failed prototype and she’s the finished product.
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Think of it this way, she will get to be a pretty retard surrounded by other retards. We have a harder time making friends because we think more logically than normaltards. Nothing sucks more than being around neurotypicals, you may envy them but ive gotten to try it out and i can tell you that it is'nt actually fun to be surrounded by "friends".
 
One thing that should help you in understanding what to care about in your personal life is that a lot of your insecurities sound utterly meaningless.
sodack said:
She’s already way prettier than I ever have or will be and she’s only 13.
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You're still a woman so you have a much better chance at finding a spouse than if you were born a male of the same mental dysfunctions. In addition, living with such internal envy makes you outwardly, physically uglier to yourself and to others, so perhaps snapping out of it for a change would do you well.
sodack said:
She doesn’t have any of the acne I had when I was her age.
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Boo hoo. I had some bad bouts of acne too when I was younger, and at the end of the day, no one gives two craps if you have specks on your face.
sodack said:
She doesn't need glasses or contacts.
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Wah wah. No one gives a shit about this, either.
sodack said:
Her hair is long, shiny, and straight while mine is coarse, frizzy, and wavy.
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Womp womp. People have different types of hair. Accept what you have or put more time and effort into styling it.
 
baqqrih said:
One thing that should help you in understanding what to care about in your personal life is that a lot of your insecurities sound utterly meaningless.
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I don’t post about the worst things that have happened to me on this forum because that would be really stupid. The extent of my problems is not limited to the fact that I’m ugly and retarded, but that certainly is one of them. You seem to have replied just to be mean spirited. That’s fine on its own, but thought Christians were supposed to be kind. I’m not sure why you have this sort of vendetta towards me.
baqqrih said:
You're still a woman so you have a much better chance at finding a spouse than if you were born a male of the same mental dysfunctions.
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And yet I still somehow end up taken advantage of by closeted faggots and other assorted freaks every time. Strange how that happens.
baqqrih said:
In addition, living with such internal envy makes you outwardly, physically uglier to yourself and to others, so perhaps snapping out of it for a change would do you well.
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I try to be nice to people in real life. I don’t sit around and scowl and pout. I keep these things to myself in real life. I don’t know what you think I act like towards others in real life, but you’re definitely not correct.
 
sodack said:
You seem to have replied just to be mean spirited. That’s fine on its own, but thought Christians were supposed to be kind. I’m not sure why you have this sort of vendetta towards me.
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I did not reply solely for that matter of "being mean," but rather to share how I feel about the things that you're highlighting that you seem to be insecure of in hopes of providing an alternate perspective for you to look at. Some of the things that you listed seemed like very minute and unnecessary worries to me, and so I felt it'd be kind of me, as blunt and as mean-spirited as my assertions truthfully were, to directly tell you that caring about such trivialities as having to wear glasses or having hair different than your sister's isn't as worthwhile a concern as putting more attention towards your social struggles. In brevity, things like disliking the way your hair looks or the fact that you have to wear glasses seem more like worthless distractions than stuff to stress over. It's easier said than done to stop caring of them, but I at least wanted to implant that thought in your conscience, of starting to lessen your care for physical insecurities so that you can focus more on building your confidence socially, in order to try and help you out.
sodack said:
And yet I still somehow end up taken advantage of by closeted faggots and other assorted freaks every time. Strange how that happens.
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Indeed, and you have my condolences, and comparably, many men I've known of who have your same "sperg-like" condition have never even felt romantic love at all. From what I've witnessed, and with no insult to you, I've come to believe that women in general in Western society are more privileged with opportunities for romance than men are. This may sound like I'm comparing your struggle to a worse one in order to devalue its importance, and, really, that's because I am. Even if your sister is prettier than you, you will still have more opportunities to find love in life than a "sperg-man" of your same condition would, and so, once again, I want to propose my thought that your outward insecurities are lesser in importance than you think they are.
sodack said:
I try to be nice to people in real life. I don’t sit around and scowl and pout. I keep these things to myself in real life. I don’t know what you think I act like towards others in real life, but you’re definitely not correct.
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I understand that, as I'm sure that you are very kind in your personal relations, but I'm speaking in the context of your subconscious mind, which, clearly, is envious of your sister's beauty and sociability, and to clarify, this envy does not necessarily undermine your outward kindness. Really, I was thinking more in the vein of Roald Dahl's famous little comic about "ugly thoughts" whenever I mentioned that this envy causes you to become "outwardly, physically uglier," as, indeed, if you lose confidence in yourself because you think that your sister is prettier than you and more sociable than you, then people will be less likely to interact with you because of that lack of confidence, and so to yourself, you'll appear lesser in appearance than you truly are. In brief, envy of others, as non-purposeful as it can be in a person's life, is what breeds the thought in their head that they're ugly or lesser than those around them, and that then sucks the confidence and the mental fortitude out of a person when those traits could be developing and maintaining their friendships.
 
sodack said:
I think I was genetically fucked from the start. My sister didn’t get any sperg genetics from my dad. She’s already way prettier than I ever have or will be and she’s only 13. She doesn’t have any of the acne I had when I was her age. She doesn't need glasses or contacts. Her hair is long, shiny, and straight while mine is coarse, frizzy, and wavy. She is able to make and keep friendships. I don’t understand why the good genetics have been divided 0/100 between us. I can’t wait to be the failure sister at family gatherings while she’s there with her family and kids and a successful career and many friends. I really don’t have anything on her at all. I’m the failed prototype and she’s the finished product.
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