Yuh nah go eva be a real woman. Yuh nuh have no womb, yuh nuh have no ovaries, yuh nuh have no eggs. Yuh a one homosexual man twist by drugs an surgery into a crude mockery a nature’s perfection.
All di “validation” yuh get a two-faced an half-hearted. Behind yuh back people mock yuh. Yuh parents dem disgusted an shame a yuh, yuh “frens” dem laugh at yuh ghoulish appearance behind closed doors.
Man dem utterly repulsed by yuh. Thousands a years a evolution mek man sniff out frauds wid incredible efficiency. Even trannies weh “pass” look uncanny an unnatural to a man. Yuh bone structure a one dead giveaway. An even if yuh manage fi get a drunk guy home wid yuh, him ago turn tail an bolt di secan him get a whiff a yuh diseased, infected ax wound.
Unu naa go eva api. Yuh wrench out a fake smile every single morning an tell yuhself it a go be ok, but deep inna yuh feel di depression creeping up like a weed, ready fi crush yuh unda di unbearable weight.
Eventually it ago be too much fi bear - yuh ago buy a rope, tie a noose, put it roun yuh neck, an plunge inna di cold abyss. Yuh parents ago find yuh, heartbroken but relieved dat dem no haffi live wid di unbearable shame an disappointment no more. Dem ago beri yuh wid a headstone weh mark wid yuh birth name, an every passerby fi di rest a eternity ago know seh a man beri deh. Yuh body ago decay an go back to di dust, an all weh ago remain a yuh legacy is a skeleton weh unmistakably male.
Dis a yuh fate. Dis a weh yuh choose. Nobadi kyaahn ton bak.